Monday, July 8, 2019

Sakitnya

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


i don't know what should i do...walaupun aku tahu dia dah move on... dia dah berubah.. dia dah blocked my phone number.. but i'm still.....

Aku pun x faham, seteruk manakah lagi yang harus aku lalui untuk buat aku lupakan dia..Banyak benda aku nak luahkan..tp aku pun x tahu nak luahkan cmne.. biarlah..

Aku kagum dgn dia.. setelah apa yang kami lalui.. begitu mudah bagi dia... kenapa aku x macam dia..

Seringkali aku aku tertanya, bahagiakah dia sekarang? gembirakah dia sekarang? tidak ingatkah dia pada aku?

Aku benar2 rindu dia..aku mengharapkan ................................hmm tp aku tahu harapan aku hanya tinggal harapan...


I ain't missing you
No matter
What my friends say
There's a message in the wild
And I'm sending you this signal tonight
You don't know how desperate I've become
And it looks like I'm losing this fight

In your world I have no meaning
Though I'm trying hard to understand
And it's my heart that's breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
But I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you
No matter what I might say
And there's a message that I'm sending out
Like a telegraph to your soul
And if I can't bridge this distance
Stop this heartbreak overload
'Cause I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away
I ain't missing you
No matter what I might say
I ain't missing you (I ain't missing you)

No way
Since you've been gone away (I can lie to myself these days)
I ain't missing you
And there's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
And I ain't missing you at all
Since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you
No matter what my friends say
I ain't missing you
I ain't missing you (I can lie to myself these days)
I ain't missing you at all, I ain't missing you (No way, baby)
No matter what my friends say (I'm doing fine here)
And I ain't missing you at all
I ain't missing you
I keep lying to myself every time I think of you

I'm okay 
I'm doing fine here from day to day
I ain't missing you
I can lie to myself

Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Ku Rela Dikau Pergi

Assalamualaikum w.b.t



Indahnya sewaktu kita bersama
Terasa bagai di syurga
Engkaulah sinaran cahaya ilhamku
Penawar kedukaanku

Sehingga kini ku masih terbayang
Ketika memadu cinta
Tak daya ku melupakan segalanya
Kenangan cinta kita

Setelah ku kehilangan dirimu
Seluruh hidupku kegelapan
Tanpa kasih sayang darimu
Aku tenggelam dan karam di lautan

Cinta suci
Biarlah ia pergi
Demi kebahagianmu
Ku relakan dikau
Pergi dariku

Oh kasih mengertilah
Hatiku ini yang terluka
Nantikan ku di pintu syurga
Hanya airmata
Menjadi teman hidupku

Still

Assalamulaikum w.b.t




It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember

Everyday I fight the urge to text or call you

Sometimes all you need is one person that shows you that it's okay to let your guard  down, be yourself and love with no regrets.

Pretending to be happy when you are in pain

The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting that you are special.

You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth